All I remember of that night beyond that point is a few flashes of an unfamiliar room, and two different women on top of me.
I don’t even remember getting the second one. When we returned, I finished my drink and ordered a second. I got about halfway through mine and we got up to do some dancing. We took one of their tables, and we all ordered drinks. It was Thursday night, and a few friends and I went there because I didn’t have to go into school until very late on Friday. Like most young people living on their own for the first time, I had a favorite bar with a good price on drinks. Unfortunately, I don’t remember much of it, but I will do my best. I’ve decided to share my rape experience. I just hope that this story is helpful in some way. I honestly don’t fully know what to call this story.
I do not know how to respond to that statement. In both cases, they listened attentively, and then responded in almost identical fashion, “If you were on top, then it wasn’t rape.” I also know that when I think back on this I am equal parts angry, disgusted, and disappointed that I didn’t stop it.įor some reason, I decided to tell this story to two separate female partners in the time since. I also know that I did not want this, and that everyone there knew that I had gone to sleep early because I was too drunk. Yes, I know that drunken one-night stands happen. Yes, I know that getting black-out drunk is always a bad idea. Bye!” She said that in a cheery, normal, not-hungover-at-all voice and walked out the door. She smiled, kissed me quickly on the lips, and said,”That was fun, but I gotta head out this morning. On the floor were two used condoms that I do not remember even having on. She was on the edge of the bed getting dressed. I woke up in the morning, confused, face down, and naked.
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